What have I been doing this week??

Okay where have I been? This is hard to type right now..I have cinnamon spilled all over my key board...hard to shovel in the waffle fast enuff this morning! I'm friggin starvin (Lil bit of a deplete yesterday) and my jaw is sore from chewing so much gum! Cases of it....I'm gonna save it all and make a sculpture....LMAO!!

Funny story: In University my room mate and I had this gum ball machine and every day we would put our quarters in and chew gum....we were saving for a trip to Mexico. Anyways we would chew it then stick the chewed gum on the top of the machine. We built this giant chewed up gum castle! Yep we saved enuff to go to Mexico! That's a whole nother story!! ahahahhah!!

I've been literally walking around the house in high heels for the last couple of days...right before I go to bed I put them on my dresser....right when i get up I put them on. Yup all sexy in the morning...LMAO!! Hair all tussled..sleep in my eyes and I clunk down the stairs to the kitchen! Whip up my waffles in high heels. Its amayzin how much torture you can get used to then it feels normal......hmmm that makes me think of my counselling days.

It really is amayzin how much torture people get used to in their lives and they think its normal, and it becomes comfortable to them. Safe in a sick kind of way...they know what to expect!! The kidz I used to work with believed the strangest behaviours were normal.

Okay went off again..back to where have I've been??

Taking care of business so to speak! Dean said its all about you this week and I'm taking it literally....I have gone to stretch therapy which was so awesome! I'm having trouble flaring my lats....they seem to be stuck especially my right side. Paul Turner from 3 Peaks is helpin to unstick them!! He has helped with my hips toooo. Amayzing therapy!!!

Gone shopping for shoes.....I know that seems like such a standard chick thing to do but its hard for me to find shoes that fit! I have size 5 feet so no one has shoes that fit!! I have gel pads...back pieces...toes padding, arch padding...omg get my drift?? I love to shop for runners...cause I can get those in the kids section....and boots seem to be easier to fit! You cant see big socks in boots LMAO!! So I have bought and returned 4 different pairs of shoes now!! You have to take them home and put all the friggin padding in to see if there gonna work?? Okay I think I've found a pair that I can work with! So I can strut my stuff...LMAO!!!

Had my suits altered this week....Taking Sandra's advise to get the bottoms higher...so I look more hourglass like!!

I struggle a little with the whole you must do this..you have to do that?? I don't want to lose any muscle...... I have worked way to hard and tooo long to get these legs and shoulders! Conform..conform...conform....well I'm a conformist without commitment in this arena!

It really can be all illusion anyways. Don't get me wrong..you have to have the stuff to display it, but the trick is know how to display it just right.....so you appeal to 9 judges?? hahahahah that makes me laugh a little! I've been practicing, practising!!

MAKE 9 PEOPLE SEE THE SAME THING ABOUT ANOTHERS PERSONS BODY, Wow now there is a feat!! ....for real with out any political agenda getting in the way??? Hmmm judging has to be a tough job!

I'm going to stretch therapy again today...now don't go thinkin ohhh stretch therapy ..all cushy stretching.

No this is a kind of stripping of your muscles...the kind that just about brings you to screaming...and then you get this big release! I haven't quite decided if yur so relieved its not killing anymore or it actually helps???...kidding it really does help! Makes me think of those poor suckers in the Spanish inquisition on the racks......AHHHHHH!

I would of been one of them for sure! Women were torched because they thought they were witches....when really it was just intuition. If you went against what the flavour of the day religion was.... so to speak.

Its like women got oppressed, taught not to rely on our instincts and gut reactions to things!

When I believe yur guts are never wrong...its yur mind thats the messed up one! I've learned to listen to my guts....all the time!!! 99.9 % of the time they are right..its my spidy senses!

I'm going to get my nails done today.....and I got my hair streaked and cut last week! Usually I like to colour it myself but I let my hairdresser do it this time!!! Yup its been all about me!!!

I will go later today and do a light workout and then sit in the infrared sauna for 40 minutes! I love the sauna...I go in there and stretch and do abs! Then i do paperwork??? I'm a tard I know!

Got my period this week...pretty stoked about that! I was retaining water but its dissipating now. Will be right on track for the show this weekend!!

And I have spend tons of time in the bathrooms around the lower mainland because I have been consuming 6 liters or more of water everyday!! LMAO!!!! So there ya have it...that's what I've been doing!! Game on!!!!!and..............

I'm jonsing for my bike back from the shop!! Finally the oil leak will be fixed..hahahah ya right it's a harley!!! woooohoooooo!!!

Look out Kelowna...here I come!!!