Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Speakin my truth....

Evertime I come in here, its been a long time since Ive written? How the heck do peeps find the time to sit all the time and write about their daily stuff? Hats off to them. Maybe I have poor time management skills?...LOL!!!



So many thiings have happened that I should have been writing about ....writing is therapy for me.
Now remember reading this blog its mine.....so its my truth and my truth only. If you get offended...well you should think about that? Are you living yourz?
Maybe its you Im reffering to.....LOL!

Where I have I been the last couple months? Did the BC's...whoa got my ass handed to me on a platter...... I have done four different shows..came in four different ways and still sucked ass?? This show was very dissapointing to me...felt like I had a carrot dangled in front of me and then in the end thats all it was???? I have very high expectations of myself and others.....I hate it when someone lets me down....myself the most!! Seems I've been taken advantage of once again...this fish bowl is full of self serving liars......grrrrr! So dissapointing!
I'm way to nice..............always wanting to pay it forward,,,to my own detriment sometimes! Its ok though, Karma is a BITCH!!!
The show was run like a well oiled machine however and that was great! BCABBA could use a lesson from the WBFF though on prizes for athletes and glitz and Glamour! WBFF has that one in the bag!
Speaking of WBFF,Im not a fan of their PRO CARD give away though and I think they cheapin it by giving it after one show????
You can't tell me that someone recieving a Pro Card after one show is right up there with Monica Brant, Mindy Karuk or Emily Sterling? Plaaaaese!!!! Not worth the paper its written on and it's an insult to these amayzin women who seriously are PRO's in this sport!!!!
Not to take anything away from the hard work and dedication that goes into everyone's prep, but in my eyes....YUR SO NOT A PRO IF YOU DID ONE SHOW and got your card....LMAO

I was happy with LegareWear contribution to winners bags for the BC's! We gave a hoodie to all the winners! I've had lots of positve feedback from peeps that won them...that is awesome!


What else is goin on in the CinnamonGurl world....being followed around by a TV camera is weird...I'm seriously rethinking this one! I wanna be rich, not so sure I wanna be famous? I want LegareWear to be famous, not me? I have enough peeps talk about me who have never met me....I find it quite humourous!! Although It would seem I can effect change if I have a giant forum to do it in! Mosquito under a magnifying glass.....LOL

Femsport Camp is going amayzing, our team is 20 strong! Friggin Durti Gurlz! These woman are one of the most inspiring groups I have ever been involved with! Holy shit!
The comradary is wicked! We have lost sum of the troops along the way, and they are still supporting. My mom has broke her leg in the process...this woman is the Epitomy of Durti! 65 and still kickin ass and takin names!! My inspiration....I wanna be like her! She had to have a walker to come out of the hospital, they werent letting her out till they knew she could get around...I was laughing! Im like ummmmm? You dont know my mom......she was doing tricep press' on the walker!! Ya get out of here!!! She is on the mend...and WILL BE BACK NEXT year to rip it up at Femsport!!!!
The gym has been a thorn in my side lately....seriously who quits on facebook and via text? This younger generation is so irresponsible.......I am shocked and appauled by their behaviour. Parents of them are just as bad! Wow... is all I got for that one!
Who tells their kid that time theft is acceptable...doing your resume and another job on my computers while im paying you is time theft! Moms says to me well I do resumes at my work all the time......I say well your just as irresponsible as your daughter, pretty sure your employer would like to know that.....click..LMAO...she hung up on me! Oh the fun!!

Time is ticking by and LegareWear is off to LA...swag bags for the daytime Emmys. I dont think that one has hit me yet?
HUGE!! I've made some big mistakes along the way I realize....'Ive gotten involved with the wrong people...self serving and not "LegareWear" serving. Take take take take...and in the end its just about promoting themselves and getting free shit? Sponsorship of some individuals has proven a complete waste of money? Live and learn....live and learn! Lets take alll the free stuff and when it really counts there no where to be found? Phfffffft! JOKE!!!
Excuses, pass the buck....just own it! I would at least still respect you then.....weak weak weak!

Ok end on a happy note....cant divulge too much here but....Apocalypse Personal Training will be working with some True Proffesionals soon. NHL players.......I love Karma!!!

Okay peeps stay Durti.......I know I am! HardKORE Durti!!!

Stay Tuned....Durti Gurlz are gonna be rippin it up at FEMSPORT August 27th.....Queen Elizabeth theatre in Vancouver!!!