Motivation?

Had a conversation with a friend yesterday....she is severely lacking in motivation! Some very serious things have occurred in her life and she just seems to have lost it??? Is about 13 or so weeks out from a show......

I've had those moments in my training....life sneaks up and just clothes lines you! Your like WTF????...I was going along minding my own business and whack...just takes the wind out of your sails!
You question things...why..why.why??? why the hell am I doing this to myself....all this prep..food....more prep..food train..eat...sleep...repeat??? why? You go through all the reasons why you should not continue, relationships are suffering? work could be better? Your being selfish? heaven forbid your do something just for you.....are you kidding me?

As women we seem hard wired to do everything for everyone else...we come last!

Well as I've gotten wiser.....lol notice how I didn't say older??

Your not guaranteed wisdom just because you age chronologically....you gotta do the work too!....Painful as it is sometimes! But so worth it!

Fear is it underlying all of it?????????? Hmmmm?

Okay no time to continue this at the moment....I'm meeting an old friend this morning...........someone who I made friends with at the second show I ever did!!
She is an extremely Determined, Unstoppable, Relentless, Tenacious, an Irresistable Gurl!!!!
I will continue this later!!!

Game on!!!!
Be in the moment.....plan for tomorrow but live for today!!! It's not a dress rehearsal!!!

4 weeks out!!!

Here we go...stay tuned! I'm back on the training band wagon after a disappointing placing at the WBFF show. The process leading up to the show was awesome though. And the show itself was very well run..back stage was awesome. And of course spent time with some amazing amazing athletes!!!

Back training with my trainer Dean Brandt who is kicking my butt! I love our gruelling workouts...every week I look forward to what challenges he is going to throw at me!!!

I think he has figured me out...that if I know whats coming I unconsciously hold back a little...I'm a stickler for getting through whatever is asked of me!! So when he say 500...ummmm I'm doing 500!!!

Love it,,,love it!!!!

Okay stay tuned for the adventures of the Cinnamon Gurl!!