Judgements?

Wow everytime I get here it seems like forever since I've written. So many highs and lows in the adventures of the CinnamonGurl. I always try and take time to reflect and see the lessons I'm suppose to be learning.

I feel like Im spinning my wheels some days. I've been at this for a really long time and just when I think its taking off there is a huge set back.
I have to have these talks with my self about staying the course....its funny I always resort to what would i tell my clients?
So many people give up on their dreams never realizing how close they were to achieving them! I always think..someone else did it before me...I can do it to!
and then I think about the reason why I want the clothing to take off....I see Dennis' face and I can hear him laughing in my mind. " Laughing saying ya right sista as if you ever quit on anything you ever set your mind toooo....Hahahahahahah!" thats the whole spirit of LegareWear! I'll keep on plugging away at it! Its gonna happen.....

I think about people and how negative they can be...it's like they dont want to see me succeed? People saying things and making judgements about me and they dont even know me??? How weird is that? I know its the reality of the world and its a sad one!!Ive always been the kind of person to not judge....to always give, expecially to those who at times didnt realize that they had anything to give back. 10 years in the trenches with high risk youth defintely can put things into perspective. I ran into a kid...hahah a young woman that I used to have in my program. She saw me in the mall...big hugz! She has been at the same job for 7 years and has three kids...owns her own home!! Thanked me for changing her life??? Brings tears to my eyes....10 years ago when she was in my program.I just planted a seed thats all I did. Ninjad my way into her mind so to speak.. left a lil message you are somebody!
It was just the right timing for me cause.... Ever have those days where you just feel like your spirit is getting crushed? Those are the days I love my dogs more than people....and then once again there is Dennis in my head....ahhhhhh fall down 60 get up 61! Arrrrg!
Okay time to get busy .......gets up,dusts self off, puts on cape and dadadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa away I go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!