Posing with Sandra.

Had a great time posing with Sandra Wickham. She is awesome! She explains things so there easy to understand and translate into the actual movement. I feel like I have two left feet most of the time and only one listens...and its my right one...LMAO!!!

Its been quite the challenge for me to learn to navigate in those shoes...and now I'm having to learn how in two different kinds of shoes because the BCABBA has different shoes than the WBFF??? Game on!!!

Its like learning to be a Barbie...not something that comes naturally to me. Sandra gave me an example person to use...LMAO. Flaunt your stuff....like your all that....unfortuanatly the persons name she used I helped out a great deal, she use to work for me and she conjurs up trashy images in my mind, the most ungrateful fake person I know.

I believe you can be super sexy without being trashy!!!!!

So that kind of through me for a bit of a loop...but then I watched Sandra and she is nothing but a class act!!! I know I have it in me, embracing that part of myself is fun! I have the sexy classy femine side to me...and she can kick your ass at the same time!!!

I'm not sure why but I think I eqaute that really Barbie stuff to weakness and victimish?? or women who are fake n trashy are manipulaters....and are really very insecure and dont believe in the power of their minds! I always think a rude awakening is around the corner....we all get old and lose our vessel that carries the real us around. ....ahhhh Im going of on a tangent here...lol!!

I've always been super independent and proud of it. I'm learning to find the balance and thats been an eye opener for me. I'm seriously enjoying the process!

We are so much more than these vessels.....and while I'm in mine I'm going to do all I can to preserve it, make it the best that I can in side and out!

Okay now where was I???

Posing? Yes....learning to spread my wings...literally! I keep trying to flex them out instead of naturally just letting them pop out...I'm tryin to force them..Hmmmm? there is a metaphor...

just let it happen! I've been practicing ......Just do it..dont spend to much time thinkin about it seems to work!! Go figure? I tend to think to much...I want perfection!...and then I realize.....or have realized imperfect some times is perfect for me!!!

I'm looking forward to next Sunday posing with Sandra again....she is such a great teacher!!