A woman with an opinion.....

Yup I have an opinion and I'm not afraid to say it! MY mom says Ive always marched to my own drum. Even as a kid I was never influenced by peer pressure and always did want I wanted to do.......Oh I've made mistakes..for sure!! and Ive learned a great many things!!! I was never afraid to fail.....I believed and still do I would succeed in whatever I put my mind to!

Well now the the ruffled feathers are down and the dust had settled some...I'm gonna continue my blog.

Ive been struggling the last little bit here going over in my head where am I going with this...what do I want out of it? What are my intentions?

Change federations view points...wow that seems like a daunting task! Get politically involved? Hmmmm things that make me go hmmmmmm?

My intentions have been since I started in the fitness industry is to influence people to have a better quality of life! Actually my counselling days were like that tooooo.....Most people under estimate the power of influence....and the influence they can have to EMPOWER others.....and it just gets payed forward!

My motto has been give me one of your twenty four hours in your day and I will help you to improve the quality of the other 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been struggling since the Kelowna show.....I guess I had to wallow around in it for a bit to figure out what and where I want to go with it.....This quote keeps sticking in my head.....If you think your tooo small to make a difference you've never tried to fall asleep with a mosquito in the room!!

I think I'm the mosquito carefully choosing it's target right now......LMAO!!!!

I've been a bit of a slacker on my eating and I am paying for it. No matter how many times I do it...for some reason the lesson doesn't stick! eat crap and you u feel like crap!!!! Its not rocket science!! Whack!!!

I had the pleasure of training with two amayzing women over the weekend....they say I inspire them. They in turn inspire me!!! Our conversations while training..well in between all of the laughter...were about self revelations they had and why they weren't doing what they know they could do!! Fears held them back....now identify those fears and push through I say...YOU don't even need to identify the fear..jsut push through it!

Your body chemistry doesn't differentiate between excitement and fear! The body systems react the same way...its our minds that put them in classifications! So I say be fearless....not careless though! Just do it..feel the fear and do it anyways!!!

For real....seriously you only get one life! It's not a dress rehearsal.....no regrets!!!

at least not for the things you tried to do....what the worst than can happen? Those are things i always ask myself...."well you could fail".....so what!!! you only fail if you quit.....Ive been back stage..seriously scared shitless....praying that i'll fall down and have a legitimate excuse not to go on stage...half naked for all the world to give there two cents about how I look!!!! And then I get out there and bam....the feeling are still there but now they are transformed because in my mind Ive transformed! Ive worked so hard for this moment....my five minutes of fame so to speak! But then it all comes rushing in.....this is jsut the tip of the ice berg and in the grand scheme of things this is the smallest piece of the pie. The rest is wow....the things I've learned along this journey and every other time are life altering! Perserverence.....determination.....how strong I am, not just in my body which is amayzing but in my mind!! How I've inspired and influenced people to change their own lives....that no matter what the circumstances I'm gonna get through it.

Ahhh here I go off on my tangents again...LMAO!!

Back to bussiness.....so..Hmmmm? WBFF featured a full pic of me in the online magazine. Very interesting...do you think they read my blog? That I said I wasn't on board with them at all? That I thought it was a joke ? I still think that and no full page pic is gonna sway me!!

Now what would sway me is an honest acknowledgement of what goes on behind closed doors. What's the motivation behind the descions that are made!!!! Interview me about my experience with them ......how about that? Give me straight up answers..now that would garner some respect back for the WBFF.

There is always gonna be sheep for organizations....I'm not one of them! I know there are always descions that NOT every body agrees with....of course there is were human..and super diverse in being human beings!....and be transparent as an organisation. Wow that would be such a relief.....you might not always agree with the descions but at least it would be honest.....I can live with that!!!